It's been a while since my canoe and paddle felt the tanic water of the cypress-lined Santa Fe. I listened to sounds more than I searched for photographs to make. The insects were buzzing their little heads off, especially the cicadas. The forest was a riot of sounds waving up and down in intensity. Birds were as much a part of the chorus as the insects (maybe because the birds eat the bugs). An occasional fish, turtle, or tree-trunk-scurrying squirrel added to the tapestry of nature's song.
I had not made one single image – well, not one that I liked – for the first two hours. A few snap shots here and there of reflections and textures of the forest, but nothing that I would call photography. Then, as I rounded a bend, I was reminded that a photographer never knows what might happen next in the pursuit a moment.
At a shallow spot in the river, there stood a deer, bright from the sun against a backdrop of dark forest. It was feeding on river grass! I had a clean line of sight but was at least 100 yards away. I knew that any minute it would see me and promptly scamper away. So, with only the flow of the current guiding me forward, I made as many images as possible before the inevitable departure of this lovely creature.
In the midst of photographing the deer, I got the idea to shoot a quick panorama, handheld! My goal was to for you to see not just the deer, but the whole environment in which the deer lives, from the cypress tree on the left to the dark, shaded forest on the right, and everything in between. I really love this "look" because it shows what is important. Our environment is not about one animal or one plant. It's not about us. It's about all of it together. This is our world. This is your river. It belongs to all the people you love and the people you don't even know. It belongs to the deer and every other animal in the forest.
While watching this deer feed, amidst my elation of experiencing this moment, the thought occurred to me how high levels of Mercury have been found in the Santa Fe. And I couldn't help but wonder that, if one day this deer is to feed a human, that person, or that family, will consume mercury. Mercury is highly poisonous and very difficult to chelate from the body! Think about that for a minute. Think about how everything you see in this photograph is attached to you. Even if you never eat this deer, or deer in general. You drink water don't you? You breathe air don't you? Everything you see in this picture is a part of you, directly or indirectly, spiritually and physically. Soak up what you see in this image. Learn from it. Study it. The world is a beautiful place. See it, know it, feel it, love it.


written by Chris , July 07, 2010
Hi Eric,
I have enjoyed reading your blog very much. That was a very nice write up. I am also keen on kayak trips. Nothing can beat moving under your own steam along those long forgotten waterways.
A few months ago, I had commented on your North Cascade Trek video on Youtube, under the name "OppositionEffect2013". At that time, I had planned on doing my own trek in the Cascades. With work being so busy, and a couple of people already had requested time off, I had to put my plans away until the summer of 2011. Well, guess what? Vacation plans fell through for some of the folks I work with. At the last moment, I got to green light! I am now on a mad rush to get my gear sorted out, and finalize everything. I am leaving in less than 2 weeks. I was hoping you could share some of your hard earned wisdom on the hike you did last summer with me.
Here is what I have planned so far,
Day 1 will be spent at the ranger Station near Marble MT to get my permit. I will be dropped off at the end of Cascade River Road. The trails/places I hope to visit are Cascade Pass Trail - to - Doubtful Lake - to - Horse Shoe Basin - to - Stehekin Valley - to - North Park Creek - to - Park Creek Pass - to - Thunder Creek - to - Fisher Creek - to - Thunder Creek - to - Happy Panther Trail - to - Ross Lake - to - Beaver pass - to - Brush Creek - to - Hannegan Pass - to - Road # 32 - to - MT Baker parkinglot, a building called Heather Meadows. This is the place my ride will pick me up at. I only have 14 days from the start to finish. I am trying to go as light as possible. I have some new minimalist gear that I am going to try on this trip. I have swapped out my tent for a bivy sack, and a siltarp cover. I was thinking of leaving my heavy Nikon D50, and tripod at home, and bringing a simple point and shoot Sony Cyber-shot. I also have a small, submergible helmet cam incase it rains for 2 weeks. When I was in Alaska, a huge storm came in, all my electronic gear stopped working because of moisture. I even had it all in zip lock bags. I should of kept them sealed up until I got back to the city. Oh well, lesson learned. Did you have camera problems after the rains came? Do you think I will be mad at myself for not bringing the Nikon?
If you don't mind me asking, if you did the trip again, what would you do differently? I would very much appreciate any light you can shed on this adventure.
I could hardly sleep at all last night because I am so excited. A few days ago, I was just going along in the usual daily drudge of these modern day trappings, and just as quick as the wind can change directions, I am off to one of the most beautiful places on Earth.
Best regards,
Chris